Well, by the time you read this, my birthday will be almost over. A new day but the same chores of daily life must have also started. You may ask me what I did on my birthday? Well, the answer is 'nothing'. I didn't do anything specifically and that maybe surprising or may sound insane to you considering it was my 22nd birthday but it is fine for me. The only good thing that I feel now is that I can really sing 'Twenty-two' by Taylor Swift ;) As a custom or something that we had been following from a long time, birthdays are meant to be special with you getting surprises from your near and dear ones along with gifts and blessings that come along. This ideal sense of birthdays doesn't fit into my clumsy and stupid mind which is keen to just get over this day as soon as it can. Someone made me realize that the reason for me not liking this day may be because of the 'extra attention' that you generally receive on your birthdays which is nothing wrong for a...
Well, if a part of you is confused about yourself, a part of me is confused about mine. Lets deal with that hurtful yet soft part of mine. No this isn’t what you are thinking about! Nevermind, let me get the balls rolling. Anxiety is for real! I have this weird sort of anxiety which naturally revolves around the circle that I am in. Being at the radius, I have a lot of thoughts filling up my mind asking me if this circle fits my enthusiastic and weird self or if I am just thinking too much. Yeah I am talking about friends! I don’t know whether its me or only the minded people who are disturbed yet at peacefully enjoying time at their own place. I know a lot of shits are going on but what is healing me and yet disturbing me sometimes is this one question… Whether I am keen to spend more time at home or would I rather want it to be spent entirely with my friends? I mean, most of you will be like ofcourse it has to be friends. Oh please Dutsking! Don’t act stupid and start acting like a s...